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uncomfortable My attitude has sucked monkey balls lately and I think this week I am going to do the same thing Karina is doing, but in socializing with others. I need time to get the chip off my shoulder over some recent events, but should hopefully be alright by next RPG game session.
I am going to pass on Monday and Friday night activities of this week.
Even my character has gotten mean as last Friday we watched as a vampire bit off a huge chunk from the back of Karina's character, so I had my character kick the knee cap out to have the vampire fall to the ground and my character then bit off the vampire's ear like Mike Tyson. My character is a normal mundane human and it freaked out the rest of the gamers.
I am feeling out of place right now like an unwanted spare tire.
July 20 2005, 20:04:35 UTC 6 years ago
you aren't unwanted.
you are wanted, and very much loved.
We can love you and not be happy with something you say or do, or agree with something you have to say.
Your true friends won't abandon you.
Well, not 'til you become a TOTAL dick.. then you're on your own.
Until then,
Please please try to examine what's really going on- try to identify the things that are making you feel irritable. We can't know, and we can't help you unless YOU first know what is happening.
Though... I suspect a lot has to do with your current financial predicament, maybe feeling a lot of frustration about school and your future?
If this is the case, let me give you a warm and hearty welcome into adulthood. :)
For none of us is without frustration, and feelings of dead ends.
You're young enough you have hope and can change your future if you so desire.
Life is a game baby, time to take a chance and roll the dice.
July 20 2005, 23:05:50 UTC 6 years ago
July 21 2005, 05:00:02 UTC 6 years ago
Broken toys are still loved my friend.
Dza Devlesa
Dr. Raven